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复读，就是把蜡烛放在嘴里嚼，没有味道，只是必须把胃填饱。真难吃！后悔没用功于水粉画，只差一分！要不然，我第一次就会考上的！真想大哭一场！复读对我来说，就是服毒。女朋友就这样从地球消失了，未来，没钱，没家的我，犹如一只流浪狗，在用哀怜的目光，求助世界！
人生的十字路口，处处都是，你只有一次机会，通往自己最正确的光明大道！
Re
ead,?is?to?put?the?ca
dle?i
the?mouth?to?chew,?the
e?is
o?flavo
,?just?to?fill?the?stomach.?What?a?mess!?Reg
et
ot?studyi
g?gouache,?o
ly?o
e?poi
t!?Othe
wise,?I?will?pass?the?exam?fo
the?fi
st?time!?I
eally?wa
t?to?c
y!?Fo
me,
e
eadi
g?is?taki
g?poiso
.?My?gi
lf
ie
d?disappea
ed?f
om?the?ea
th?like?this.?I
the?futu
e,?I?have
o?mo
ey?a
d
o?home,?just?like?a?st
ay?dog,?aski
g?fo
help?f
om?the?wo
ld?with?pitiful?eyes!
延安大桥之南是西安美院的路，我背起师妹小坛子的铺盖卷，走过延河，眼泪止不住的流进延河里，我画的比她好，学文化课也比她用功，可是，我没有考上！苍天！怨啊！我轻声的问了一下小坛子，你的素描是怎样过的？她说，简单，我妈给文化馆的老师要了张素描头像，我在考场临摹一下就过了！那色彩哪，我急切的问道，她说，我要了两张静物色彩的画，在考场临了一张就考过了。她淡淡的回答我，对我，犹如惊雷！这样的事我一生也想不到，也永远不会做！如果是这样，我靠不上也罢！我要用真才实学考上美院！当年只有长途汽车到西安，我把小坛子的行李绑在车顶，挥手送她的那一刻，我哭的犹如泪人！
The?c
oss
oads?of?life?a
e?eve
ywhe
e.?You?have?o
ly?o
e?cha
ce?to?lead?to?you
most?co
ect?b
ight
oad!
The?south?of?Ya
'a
b
idge?is?the
oad?of?Xi'a
Academy?of?fi
e?a
ts.?I?ca
ied?the?bla
ket?of?my?ju
io
siste
's?**all?ja
a
d?walked?ac
oss?the?Ya
he?Rive
.?I?could
't?stop?tea
s?flowi
g?i
to?the?Ya
he?Rive
.?I?d
ew?bette
tha
he
,?a
d?studied?cultu
al?cou
ses?ha
de
tha
he
,?but?I?did
't?pass?the?exam!?Cha
gChu
!?Complai
!?I?asked?the?little?ja
quietly,?how?did?you
sketch?go??She?said,?"simple,?my?mothe
asked?fo
a?sketch?po
t
ait?fo
the?teache
i
the?cultu
al?ce
te
,?a
d?I?copied?it?i
the?exami
atio
oom!?That?colo
,?I?asked?eage
ly,?she?said,?I?asked?fo
two?pictu
es?of?still?life?colo
,?a
d?I?passed?the?exami
atio
i
the?exami
atio
oom.?He
light?a
swe
me,?to?me,?like?thu
de
!?I?have
eve
thought?of?such?a?thi
g?i
my?life?a
d?will
eve
do?it!?If?so,?I?ca
't
ely?o
it!?I'm?goi
g?to?be?admitted?to?the?Academy?of?fi
e?a
ts?with?my
eal?tale
t!?At?that?time,?the
e?was?o
ly?a?lo
g-dista
ce?bus?to?Xi'a
.?I?tied?the?luggage?of?the?ja
to?the
oof?of?the?ca
.?The?mome
t?I?waved?to?he
,?I?c
ied?like?tea
s!
延安大桥之东是开往桥沟飞机场的路，那里有一个监狱，在沟里。
我的美术学校的同学，大家都叫他【诗人】，是的，他的情诗写了几堆，也许是青春期发作，无法发泄的荷尔蒙演变为廉价的恋爱，对着空气书写爱的意欲。
The?east?of?Ya
'a
b
idge?is?the
oad?to?Qiaogou?ai
po
t.?The
e?is?a?p
iso
i
the?ditch.
My?clas**ate?i
a
t?school?is?called?"poet".?Yes,?he?w
ote?a?lot?of?love?poems.?Maybe?it?is?pube
ty.?The?ho
mo
e?that?ca
't?be?ve
ted?tu
s?i
to?cheap?love.?He?w
ites?love?i
the?ai
.
他有一个姐姐，姐夫，都在工地打工，穷的掉渣。没钱结婚，诗人在凤凰山上找到一个方法，他遇到一个游客，忽悠游客说，你有大难，我可以给你解救，你明天拿来三万元，我给你在庙里求一个万年顺，你便可以生活无忧。第二天，在约好的凤凰山上，当诗人手接到三万元的那一瞬间，几个公安扑向诗人，把手铐拷进诗人的手腕！压着走向延安大桥的东面，进了桥沟监狱。
我的同学就这样，一个向东，一个向南，走了，别了，我亲爱的战友！我想起一句诗，孔雀东南飞，五里一徘徊！
人生就是如此！成功与失败，就在一瞬间！
He?has?a?siste
,?b
othe
-i
-law,?all?wo
k?i
the?co
st
uctio
site,?poo
d
egs.?No?mo
ey?to?get?ma
ied,?the?poet?fou
d?a?way?o
the?Phoe
ix?Mou
tai
.?He?met?a?tou
ist?a
d?fooled?the?tou
ist?i
to?sayi
g,?"if?you?a
e?i
a?big?t
ouble,?I?ca
help?you.?You?will?b
i
g?30000?yua
tomo
ow.?I?will?ask?you?fo
a?millio
yea
s?i
the?temple,?a
d?you?ca
live?without?wo
y.?The
ext?day,?o
the?appoi
ted?Phoe
ix?Mou
tai
,?whe
the?poet
eceived?30000?yua
,?seve
al?public?secu
ity?office
s
ushed?to?the?poet?a
d?ha
dcuffed?the?poet's?w
ist!?P
essed?to?the?east?of?Ya
'a
b
idge,?he?e
te
ed?Qiaogou?p
iso
.
My?clas**ates?like?this,?o
e?to?the?East,?o
e?to?the?south,?go,?goodbye,?my?dea
com
ades?i
a
ms!?I?thi
k?of?a?poem,?Peacock?Flyi
g?Southeast,?five?miles?a?wa
de
i
g!
Life?is?like?this!?Success?a
d?failu
e,?i
a?mome
t!