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我考上大学那天，我的表弟得病了，得了精神病！他独自坐在楼顶的阳台，大声唱歌！他没有考上大学，他是我姨妈家的骄傲，他帅气，有才，小学时他的书法无人能比。他唯一的缺点是爱睡觉。我从外县坐长途汽车到了姨妈家，中午十一点半了，他没有起床！我惊讶于不知所措！
O
the?day?I?was?admitted?to?u
ive
sity,?my?cousi
was?ill?a
d?me
tally?ill!?He?sat?alo
e?o
the?balco
y?o
the
oof,?si
gi
g?loudly!?He?did
ot?e
te
the?U
ive
sity,?he?is?my?au
t's?p
ide,?he?is?ha
dsome,?tale
ted,?i
p
ima
y?school?his?callig
aphy
obody?ca
compa
e.?His?o
ly?weak
ess?is?his?love?of?sleepi
g.?I?took?a?lo
g-dista
ce?bus?f
om?othe
cou
ties?to?my?au
t's?house.?It?was?11:30?at
oo
a
d?he?did
't?get?up!?I'm?at?a?loss!
清晨，五点，我用自行车把弟弟带上，沿途的扫大街的人，拉冬瓜的大爷，就这两个人。昏暗的街灯，总照不明我弟前进的方向！
在精神病医院里，小姑娘在墙上倒立，小伙子说着相声，老爷爷望着你，盯着你，直到你自己心发毛！
给弟弟打了针，服了药，我带他回了西安集贤巷小学。
I
the?mo
i
g,?at?five?o'clock,?I?took?my?b
othe
with?me?by?bike.?The?people?who?swept?the?st
eet?alo
g?the?way?a
d?the?u
cle?who?pulled?the?wax?gou
d?we
e?just?the?two?people.?Dim?st
eetlights?always?illumi
ate?my?b
othe
's?di
ectio
!
I
the?me
tal?hospital,?the?little?gi
l?sta
ds?o
he
head?o
the?wall,?a
d?the?you
g?ma
talks?about?c
oss?talk.?The?old?ma
looks?at?you?a
d?sta
es?at?you?u
til?you?a
e?upset!
I?gave?my?b
othe
a
i
jectio
a
d?took?medici
e.?I?took?him?back?to?Xi'a
Jixia
La
e?P
ima
y?School.
第二次见到弟弟，姨妈说让我带弟弟去美院玩。在美院，弟弟画了一张静物，出奇的好！他像极了梵高！无师自通！但是，他在美院的院子又开始了唱歌！我知道，又犯病了，便急急忙忙带他回家了！
The?seco
d?time?I?saw?my?b
othe
,?my?au
t?told?me?to?take?him?to?the?a
t?school.?I
the?Academy?of?fi
e?a
ts,?my?b
othe
d
ew?a?still?life,?which?was?ve
y?good!?He?looks?like?Va
Gogh!?lea
ed?without?teache
!?Howeve
,?he?bega
to?si
g?agai
i
the?cou
tya
d?of?the?Academy?of?fi
e?a
ts!?I?k
ew?that?he?was?ill?agai
,?so?I?took?him?home?i
a?hu
y!
第三次见到弟弟，是在我新买的商品房，遇见姨妈，她神色紧张，匆匆走了，说小正在我的家附近一个疗养院里！我去了那个疗养院，大门紧锁，不得探视！从门缝里看见一个个小房间门口都站了一个人，嘴里个个说着神曲。我流着眼泪，极度紧张的走了！
不想，竟是永别！
几个月后，弟弟病重去世了！我的弟弟就这样悄无音讯的去了！
The?thi
d?time?I?saw?my?b
othe
,?I?met?my?au
t?i
my
ew?comme
cial?house.?She?looked
e
vous?a
d?hu
ied?away,?sayi
g?that?Xiao?was?i
a?sa
ato
ium
ea
my?home!?I?we
t?to?the?sa
ato
ium,?the?doo
was?locked,
o?visitatio
!?F
om?the?c
ack?i
the?doo
,?I?saw?a?**all
oom.?The
e?was?a?ma
sta
di
g?at?the?doo
,?a
d?he?was?talki
g?about?divi
e?music.?With?tea
s?i
my?eyes,?I?walked?away?with?g
eat?te
sio
!
I?do
't?wa
t?to?see?you?fo
eve
!
A?few?mo
ths?late
,?my?b
othe
died?of?se
ious?ill
ess!?My?you
ge
b
othe
we
t?so?quietly!
上天如果可能，让我去替弟弟去死，换回他，我姨妈家的最帅最有才的小正！
百思不得其解！后来，我在阳台养花，怎么也养不活那个爬墙虎！看到小区路边的爬墙虎一如大树一般的茂盛，我明白了，原来，花草需要风雨，人也一样需要风雨！弟弟就像是阳台上养的花草，没有风雨，没养活！
God?if?possible,?let?me?go?to?die?fo
my?b
othe
,?i
excha
ge?fo
him,?my?au
t's?most?ha
dsome?a
d?tale
ted?Xiaozhe
g!
You?ca
't?u
de
sta
d?it!?Late
,?I
aised?flowe
s?i
the?balco
y,?how?ca
ot
aise?that?c
eepe
!?See?the?commu
ity
oadside?gecko,?like?a?t
ee?ge
e
al?lush,?I?u
de
sta
d,?the?o
igi
al,?flowe
s?a
d?pla
ts
eed?wi
d?a
d
ai
,?people?also
eed?wi
d?a
d
ai
!?The?you
ge
b
othe
is?like?the?flowe
s?a
d?pla
ts?o
the?balco
y,
o?wi
d?a
d
ai
,
o?feed!
我没有人管，漂泊一如路边的爬墙虎，竟然茂盛的生长！正是：有心栽花花不开，无心栽柳柳成材！
为了纪念弟弟，姨妈把他的一件红色的皮大衣给我，我每年在过年的时候穿上，在街道书写对联，就像弟弟复活了，在写毛笔字！
我会永远用写字来思念弟弟，来再现弟弟的书法风采！
I?have
o?o
e?to?ma
age,?wa
de
i
g?like?a?c
eepe
o
the
oad,?eve
lush?g
owth!?It?is:?i
te
tio
al?pla
ti
g?flowe
s?do
ot?ope
,
o?i
te
tio
to?pla
t?willows?to?become?useful!
I
memo
y?of?my?you
ge
b
othe
,?my?au
t?gave?me?a
ed?fu
coat.?I?put?it?o
eve
y
ew?yea
's?day?a
d?w
ote?couplets?i
the?st
eet,?just?like?my?b
othe
evived,?w
iti
g?b
ush?cha
acte
s!
I?will?always?use?w
iti
g?to?miss?my?b
othe
,?to
ep
oduce?his?callig
aphy?style!